HEART

You will not lose- (Wooo) Not if you use Your heart Your heart Nah I can't hear anything All that you do (Turn me up) All that goes through Your heart (Yeah) Your heart Hmmm Let's go! Back to the bends just Back deeper than a reaper Just reaping life from her hands It's them Back back of the line Back in the back of the back Of the mind thoughts that Back up sobriety Social drinking to lying it's my Thoughts all the time, uh Kicking the bucket it's On your list this sipping piss Not my business Got no coping methods Got no time to just rhyme Thoughts all the time got no listens You just stuck all alone And I can't handle the tension this Sucks Cause you know that I'm Burning inside Wish there was a way to keep you Alive! Family trauma's and burdens Make it difficult to try To make you smile now Wipe your tears don't cry This is life But I never used to say that Naive just a child Really thought that I could Carry what you styled As what's for the best When it was really just denial For my broken family rhetoric And short term smiles Took a while to get it But I got it now Nineteen's the charm Fuck a third time Times just a harmful Deadly Piece of shit remedy For fomo and life hacks Hard to see you virtually The real you is priceless Cry every time I heard you Lying causing typhoons Laying down usually Horizontal like hyphens All your hopes and dreams weighing on me they be stifling Promise what you preach is Seeping into my own conscious Yeah But I know It wasn't always bad Know I'm stubborn But they are still the best years I ever had Didn't know shit Little Tongan kid catch me geeking out Over dibs on them fish n chips Ceda creaming soda Leaking out while I'm trekking down Back and forth and out To the south side of the west-side Bumming out The front of the take away store Shit was cracka lad Hung out with my Cousins We stayed out until the skies went zap Boom, Pow Lyrebird was so dodgy Sometimes had the neighbors asking me if I want lollies Fuck we took it and we booked it Ran away called em pedos Hocked a razor from the posh cunts And hid out in the meadows Daydreaming What's life got in store for us gleaming Lil youngins still beaming off them Kirk brand fizzy drinks? Hiding from our uncles Catch em stealthy with their sneaky links Ran out from the granny flat Stayed out until the skies went pink I find myself reminiscing A lot These days are getting bleaker Steeper wreaking of weaker Depleting dots Connecting em Finding answers And seeking em Testing experimenting Hoping I'll live to tweak at them Hoping my future's looking Like I once dreamt and thought it would One day your home is hectic Next it's looking like (Hollywood) Conflicts are getting crazier Too much for my sanity So this one is for my family I choose peace over vanity My- (You will not lose) Not if you use Your heart (That was it) Your heart Keep it rolling Yeah Not if you use your-