Lighter

Going against the wind I feel all of the elements I'd steal every minute back But I can't, I can't change that So many things I miss That I'll never get back again I know I can never be as young as this But I can't, I can't face facts Even out of these 10-foot windows Horizon doesn't look half good at all Been looking for an answer in an area code When the only living is vicarious Just trying to find another way to fill our lungs I'd trade you in a second just to switch it up But I, I wanna try I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter Than this I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter Than this Picking it up again I got a voice and I got a man And my dog My parents and a big old plan And some words I can't take back Friends are the medicine, I know Put on a yellow shirt and headphones And soften like an April snow 'Til I, I wanna try I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter Than this I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter I wanna feel lighter Than this Freeing up my mind, bought a new mentality Taking some advice from a drug store magazine Bumming off a light in my fight with gravity Tryna make it rhyme, buying time, losing wisdom teeth Freeing up my mind, bought a new mentality Taking some advice from a drug store magazine Bumming off a light in my fight with gravity I don't wanna die thinking I'd do it differently