Save Me

I can't talk about these problems in my head Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself All I wanna do is feel like everybody else (singin') I can't talk about these problems in my head Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself All I wanna do is feel like everybody else Drinkin' whiskey, smell like smoke, did ya miss me? I been swervin', feeling tipsy Red eyes, mouth looks like a chimney and I don't know how much more I can take Must be something in the water, that's that shit I don't drink Yeah, yay You don't like me, so what? Ain't a problem, roll up 'Bout to pop, no soda, motivated by the marijuana And if you in my corner You know I'm right, sho nuff You know I'm light, Yoda, we keep it tight like yoga Tore up, hold up, throw up, grow up? No way, not today, we got a way to go up My friends say I'm doing good The voice inside my head's hatin' My people treat me like Jesus Strangers treat me like I'm Satan Is anybody there? Feel so alone, I'm surrounded Sick of feeling like I'm suffocating Take a deep breath and I'm drowning White Walls, I'm in county Bond out, I'm still counting The days until I feel free I'm a free bird Down when they found me Clipped my wings, fuck what you heard, yeah I'll plant a tree in the dirt, yo I'ma cool down with the shade You got smoke, I get high and I swerve You hatin', you can't find the words (yeah) We making it rain when it hurts (yeah) They say I gotta be cursed Tell 'em I'm blessed, this is church Singin' I can't talk about these problems in my head Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself All I wanna do is feel like everybody else (singin') I can't talk about these problems in my head Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself All I wanna do is feel like everybody else 'Nother day, another dollar Another hater, add a comma Another drank, another bottle 'Nother day, I got a problem Ain't been holding no grudges Never follow no compass Always know where the fuzz is Brothers sisters and cousins We all know the same pain 'cause we all known to bring trouble Back when I was strung out, cocaine lines and dope puddles Memories of the fair, play in the rain, there ain't nothin' different But the fact I'm older, life's been shittier longer Feeling so much pain all week, it's hard to get any stronger Been tryna wake up the world but y'all stuck deep in a coma I need my people to hold me, someone please get my back You needed me, and you showed me, I got you, need nothin' back Right? Rock bottom, that's where I came from (facts) All them haters don't say nothin' Homies ain't the same, they all change up I see dollar signs, I became som'n Right when I do, the world flame up Rise from the ashes, phoenix take me home Ain't the crazy one, but I saved me some Now save me from myself before they take my soul