Self Medicated

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken There is no light inside of me I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome But I can never sleep My mind plays games when I'm alone now You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now Self medication takes it's grip I'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths, my heart is racing) There's clawing at the door Oh God, dont let 'em take me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone, I hate completely It's me against the world (Take cover, you cannot fix me) Just throw me to the wolves I'm a victim of self-pity Now I have to find a way out I haνe to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me I've given up I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing Everything that I've become My mind plays games when I'm alone Self medicated, intoxication takes control Now I have to find my way out I have to find my voice These thoughts are no good for me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me