Listening?

Since I was a kid I had big dreams My face on some movie screens But you broke me Now the only thing I want is to OD Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea) Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea) Looking in your eyes and I see the devil Looking at my shoulders and I see the devil If I die today I won't go to heaven There's another level and it's under the ground Everything I did Every step I took Every line I write Written in the book of my life And I'm the creator of it Since I was a kid I had big dreams My face on some movie screens But you broke me Now the only thing I want is to OD Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea) Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea) I want a bullet in my brain Cause I can't fucking take it My life is so fucked up I can't fucking fake it I'm sure that I won't make it Make it out alive Ima reach my lows without reaching the highs I'm too fucked up to process my thoughts I'll be dead in a span of couple months I'm numb to everything (uh huh) Since I was a kid I had big dreams My face on some movie screens But you broke me Now the only thing I want is to OD Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea) Are you even listening to me? That's what I wonder Thought I was blind like I'm Stevie Wonder I can see you want me six feet under (yea)