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Please don't look in my past please don't look at my present You prolly wouldn't like it if I told you who I slept with You prolly would disown me & run the course of some wreckage You'd prolly tell me you don't know me I ain't someone you'd mess with I've delt with so much nonsense & all I ask for is peace Im asking when you look at me please look at me for me Please look at me deeper than the judgment that you reap Please tell me you love me & nothing matters but me See I was left alone seeming like no one love me Love me Love me I put everyone above me & now I'm lonely Fought to save my own life & no one helped me You couldn't tell it even as close as you felt me Ugh Sometimes you make me wanna Go find myself & be myself Sometimes you make me wanna Not have the love but be the love Sometimes you make me wanna Go serve my purpose make it worth it Sometimes you make me wanna Ugh ugh Sometimes you make me wanna Go find myself & be myself Sometimes you make me wanna Not have the love but be the love Sometimes you make me wanna Go serve my purpose make it worth it Sometimes you make me wanna Ugh ugh Please understand my past Please understand my present Some people have some triggers Some people live with resentment This not an excuse this the trauma people been delt with So if you never understand than you selfish I never asked to relate don't know if you felt it too Im telling you to put yourself in someone else's shoes I be tellin stories so hopefully you would listen & not open ya ears when that person turn up missin Reassurance & patience is all they need Wanted you to tell me to stay & never leave The past has beaten you & untrusted what you can do Ya mind is on 2nd guess not sure what they say is true Ya problem stem from someone but they say that you crazy too They could help... but It's ya job to go seek it too You wanna be proud of what you say or what you do It's crazy how you hurt them & they'd still have faith in you Sometimes you make me wanna go find myself & be myself Sometimes you make me wanna Not have the love but be the love Sometimes you make me wanna Go serve my purpose make it worth it Sometimes you make me wanna Ugh ugh Sometimes you make me wanna Go find myself & be myself Sometimes you make me wanna Not have the love but be the love Sometimes you make me wanna Go serve my purpose make it worth it Sometimes you make me wanna Ugh ugh