Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Michelangelo Apanay
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
mj apanay
Producer
Jonathan S.H. Park
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
Not feeling too good, not feeling too bad
I'm somewhere in between
Can't tell if I'm happy or if I'm sad
I just feel like me
When everyone says that their life's going great
Don't know how to say that
I just can't feel it
'Cause I can't describe the emotions I actually have
A couple parts bitter, another part sweet
But they don't cancel out
Some days I'm so eager to get off my feet
Some days I laze around
I'm so inconsistent, don't know what it means
The internet says there's a problem with me
Am I trying too much?
Or am I not trying enough?
I'm so caught up in my head
Tell me how am I to make some sense
When I see no difference
Do I love or do I hate myself to death?
Everyone seems to be happier
And it's just making me nervous
I thought I was fine
But maybe I'm blind to all of my hurting
'Cause no one understands when I tell them what I'm feeling
Sometimes I get sad for no particular reason
Maybe I should take some time to start reflecting on myself
But it's hard to find the time to
When I'm always overwhelmed
I could eat well, I could work out
I could keep friends that I care about
But I can't keep it all in balance
I've got too many distractions
I'm so caught up in my head
Tell me how am I to make some sense
When I see no difference
Do I love or do I hate myself to death?
My indecisiveness
Can't decide
What's best between changing who I am
Or complacence
I'm so caught up in my head
Tell me how am I to make some sense
When I see no difference
Do I love or do I hate myself to death?
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