This shit ain't happen by accident
I was nineteen with a dream of rappin'
And everything seem to be screaming they happening
Felt like a king, I was streaming up casually
Build up my army, watchin' and relaxin'
And somebody called me and said it was tragic
I tried to stay calm and I flip automatically
But in my heart, couldn't hide from the casualty
I couldn't go, family was home
I was on tour when he called up my phone
In the back that Uber, but who could've known?
I remember that ride, it's the last time we spoke
That Thanksgiving was cold, feelin' alone
Albums with homies, I though we was on
But I give it all back to be back in your home
Back in Florida, 'fore I had ever made songs
Before I had ever made songs
You told me, do what I want, now I do what want
'Fore I had ever made songs
I couldn't say what I want, now I wander what's said when I'm gone
When it's over and done, I hope I still spread that love
What they say when it's over?
And don't want you back in my arms, it's forever
And they just keep telling me, "It'll get better"
Before I had ever made songs
You told me, do what I want, now I do what want
'Fore I had ever made songs
I couldn't say what I want, now I wander what's said when I'm gone
When it's over and done, I hope I still spread that love
What they say when it's over?
And don't want you back in my arms, it's forever (Yeah-yeah)
And they just keep telling me, "It'll get better" (Yeah)
Twenty-eleven, I think was the year
I just found music and knew it were here
All of my problems were conquering fears in my mind
When I first started write and reveal
Somethin' I heard, but I never knew how
To get out my mind and just settle me down
Pull up some beats and just write on that couch
And can't leave 'till I finally had figured it out
I thought back to that summer I spent at your house
Write before hallways and put pencils down
Always made me go create something loud
Like a comic, go paint in the fence, look around
You told me I could be what I want, now I see
Couldn't be anything, but could me
Taught me be everything, taught me to dream
Know when I play these shows, I'ma save you a seat
Before I had ever made songs
You told me, do what I want, now I do what want
'Fore I had ever made songs
I couldn't say what I want, now I wander what's said when I'm gone
When it's over and done, I hope I still spread that love
What they say when it's over?
And don't want you back in my arms, it's forever
And they just keep telling me, "It'll get better"
Before I had ever made songs
You told me, do what I want, now I do what want
'Fore I had ever made songs
I couldn't say what I want, now I wander what's said when I'm gone
When it's over and done, I hope I still spread that love
What they say when it's over?
And don't want you back in my arms, it's forever
And they just keep telling me, "It'll get better"
