Kudzu Guilt

The weight of the world Pressing down on me Can't find relief from the things I've seen Drenched in the stench of all the wrong that I've done What have I become Can't see the beauty of the world outside Wrapped up in shame It's the place I hide Cover these tracks Don't know where I've been Collapse, relapse, collapse, then relapse again I feel nothing Nothing at all Help me feel something or anything at all I feel nothing Nothing at all Help me feel something, or anything at all Or anything at all Help me feel anything at all The weight of the world That shadows over me I see it clearly, it was always me Forgive, forget, but how could I forget My worth, my price, my sacrificial debt No longer bound to the hate that I let in Break off the chains, before they can set in Freely I give, 'cause freely I get I'm bought with a price Turn the page, on regret I feel nothing, nothing at all Help me feel something, or anything at all I feel nothing, nothing at all Help me feel something, or anything at all Or anything at all Help me feel anything Help me feel anything at all I denied You I denied You God, I denied You & Still You came through You know I love You You know that I love You, Lord You who know all things You know that I love You Like the kudzu Like the kudzu Cover this calloused heart Let Your love flow Overgrow Overgrow Overgrow