Real Life

It was one of those nights I was. Feeling, feeling, feeling Shut my eyes and imagine that none of this matters It's all in my head, oh, I must be dreaming Why do I feel so empty? I used to be happy I'm stuck in my head, oh, and I ain't leaving Wait, wait, hold on, there's gotta be more Let me think Tell me what the point of this life is Other than a prison to my vices Feelin' like I wanna meet Isis Body lifeless, permanently shut my irises Wanna ride that River Styx Wanna see myself in bliss Find out what's inside of that mist Yeah, cause I just can't take this real life Fuck this real life With it's poverty and politicians Billionaires who barely get this Real life This is Real life Shut my eyes and imagine I'm lost in a sound wave I cannot be found, yeah, I'll never be found Don't tell me it's worth it to just put the work in I'm tired of working and lurking around I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna think about why everything's so fucked up Let me get away from this static I don't wanna try to combat it Leave my body to burn up I'll be okay Wait, wait a minute, who have I become Stayin' on the sidelines, biting thumbs How did I come to this I never run from shit, but I'm tired of pretending That the crumbs we get are good enough to survive with But they don't really care if we die or live Divide the tribes to keep the highers fed Then hire feds to keep the fights in check It's real life, yeah, this is real life All the war and desecration Nothing's real and nothing's secret In this real life This is real life