I wanna give you permanence
Like the ink on your skin
Commitment don't scare you
Unless it's me
I'm sweating through the bedsheets
I woke up on your side again
I hate this water running down my cheeks
Don't you see
That I don't wanna change yah
I've seen the very worst of you
And I'm still here
And oh my god I wish that were enough
If you were in love would've said it by now
The more that I hold on the more you hold out
Why am I tryna convince you
You want me around?
I don't recognize myself now
The moment I met yah
I put you up in the heavens
But you don't belong there my buzzcut baby
Made a mess of me
And my mind
Swimming through the darkest of waters
Hoping you might notice
I don't have my hands up anymore
Don't you see that I don't wanna change yah
I've seen the very worst of you
And I'm still here
And my god
Why can't that be enough
If you were in love would've said it by now
The more that I hold on the more you hold out
Why am I tryna convince you
You want me around?
I don't recognize myself now
Cuz what if I walk away
And you get it together
What if you need me babe
And I'm gone gone
What if I walk away
And you get it together
Oh I won't be here forever
If you are in love
Better say it now
I can't hold on
When you hold out
I don't want to convince you
You need me around
I don't recognize myself now
