Spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

I'm feeling like I'm spinning right back I'm sorry if I'm losing my track, but I'm escaping all these places I am mentally trapped in my head And it's killing me Everybody knows where I'm at Oversharing, that's my bad, yeah I hope that I don't fall behind the race I'm going at my pace I'm going at my pace There's a place that's not too far from here It's been chewing at my gums It's been ironing my brain out Now I'm missing half my folds There's a better place I wanna be On the list that's on my phone Send a letter back to you when I get home Put me out in those same old states It's been too long, I'll spend one more day To cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me Carving my jaw on unassuming Trials and tribulations Could be mild if I were stationary Minding the gaps like stepping stones 'Cause why should I have to go the extra mile? How do I fix myself? And how do I call for help? I'm scared All familiar but I feel it I know this has to quit So how do I pump the brakes? Yeah we could just sit and wait right here So I wonder if there's time for me to stop and realize It's not really something I can change And I'm sick of wasting all my range When new places get old And old faces I told to watch out for greatness Oh, how bold I think I'm better off sticking to what I know There's a place that's not too far from here It's been chewing at my gums It's been ironing my brain out Now I'm missing half my folds There's a better place I want to be On the list that's on my phone Send a letter back to you when I get home But I'm scared I'll be the last one left to share my story I'll bite my tongue, it's for the lore Should I be wary of whom I've shared my side Prepared to be the last one left in purgatory I'll hold my tongue, it's for my story It's fair to say that guilt has been my guide Put me out in those same old states It's been too long, I'll spend one more day To cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me Carving my jaw on unassuming Trials and tribulations Could be mild if I were stationary Minding the gaps like stepping stones 'Cause why should I have to go the extra mile?