8 Years

I feel weak inside, like I don't really wanna speak my mind Cause I don't know how to feel okay when the outside is full of rain And my brain lays down full of pain and I'm missing her I miss the feeling, I'm kissing her Her love is what I'm wishing for Trade a million dollars for a million words I told mom I'm okay when I know I'm not 7 Years, got a lot of streams when I said a lot So I'll say a lot in this damn song If I told you that I'm happy where I'm at, then I'd be damn wrong I haven't been where I wanna be in so damn long I need a break, I'm damn gone Go to Florida, get my tan on Get a hoe, leave my pants on I'ma vent, I'ma cry No lie, last year I wanted to die I walked around like I'm fine My head looked so high But my mental state, it was dead and buried If I'm happy, it was temporary My good days lay in cemetery "I hate life" is what I said to Jerry But he told me leave my head up, I pick it up My mindset, told me switch it up My one life, gotta live it up One thousand's what I'm make a month But I work hard, never pay for love Had heartbreak, but I let it burn No hotel this time around, no key card Just making money that I really earn And let it fly, run it back, I'll learn How to open my heart was so hopeless I found a beat and I wrote this I cloud better note this Record deals, take notice I'm vulnerable, I'm open I hate myself, no showbiz But I'm slowly sipping on sick tea Say give me more like I'm Britney My brother Joe stuck with me We winning I'm gone