Behind Closed Doors

Every Friday night, my phone lights up, what's up They always talk me into going out They think it don't take much, but it does, oh yea it does I say I'll be on my way in five Next thing I know an hour's gone by and I ain't left the drive Sometimes, I lie Give a half-ass alibi as to why i ain't got there yet 'Cause I've been in my head Lights are on but nobody's home It ain't hard to read me wrong When I'm here I might as well be gone If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain It ain't what you think My hell ain't just walls and floors Its broken trusts and two by fours Barely hidin' all I keep inside Behind closed doors I'm Hanging by a thread my eyes are red 'Cause I don't get no sleep Ain't much left of me No I can't fight what I can't see Lights are on but nobody's home It ain't hard to read me wrong When I'm here I might as well be gone If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain It ain't what you think My hell ain't just walls and floors Its broken trusts and two by fours Barely hidin' all I keep inside Behind closed doors Behind closed doors I hope and pray someday it's gonna leave me But 'til that day all you're gonna see Lights are on but nobody's home It ain't hard to read me wrong When I'm here I might as well be gone If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain It ain't what you think My hell ain't just walls and floors Its broken trusts and two by fours Barely hidin' all I keep inside Behind closed doors Behind closed doors