Knees

Oh no And I- Help me (ahh) Oh, I'm confused, and I feel numb My body's killing me I wish for more, It feels like I can't breathe My lungs are giving out From all the sobbing I did (for hours on end) I'm weak Спаси меня, я устал от себя Я снова падаю И я скучаю по тебе It's killing me And my eyes are all cried out My eyes are all cried out I don't know what to do I keep having these dreams where I die eventually But, I see her, she's trying to kill me Turns out it's just myself Tormented in my sleep What if I go (If I go) To a point where there is no return My words are fading first Damn, everything hurts (and everything hurts) And now I'm here My wrists are bleeding I'm really needing you I fought for ages I'm leaving this life soon My wrists are bleeding My life will fade soon My wrists are bleeding I'm trippin' off my shrooms Drowned in a puddle, now all I see is red Oh, I cant take it This pain that I endure My heart is aching And I'm yearning for a cure And I'm yearning for more (I'm yearning, I'm searching, I'm needing more than this) (I'm yearning baby) Take a look where I'm at (uh-huh) I'm fucking drowning to the bottom of the lake Where my hearts at I'm more broken than the mirror that I shattered And i'm always fucking scattered but, it doesn't even matter (uh-huh) I'm so tired of this game called life (yeah) And I just realized I don't need to be here no more Don't have a gun and I'm tired of the pills And the noose won't hold So the blade is the only way to go (uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah) Oh, no Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem (maybe I) baby I, baby I, baby I'm a problem And all I, I can do is remember Please don't Don't say something that you will regret (it stays in my head) My love, will you stay with me until the end? In such a deep void (deep void) Oh no, it feels like I'm dead If only I could be free from all of this pain I prayed for better days (It's okay) God don't listen anyways (do you hear my cries?) If only, I could escape from all of this pain (ooh) If only, I were dead maybe things would change If only, I could reach what I've been yearning for My heart is so pained (It's okay) It don't matter anyways (I don't matter anyways) (ahh) Too deep in an abyss I just wanted to reach the floor where my hearts at Too deep in the dark mist I was sure my life wouldn't end up this way I was sure that I would be missed And, I wouldn't be left behind this way but shit I'm drowning deeper and deeper (ohh) I'm getting weaker and weaker (ohh) I don't need them, don't need them (my love) I think I need him, I need him (my love) I want saving, need saving (ohh) I can't take it, can't take it (oh, no) I got weaker and weaker (my love) I cut deeper, and deeper (angel) And My wings are giving out From all the fighting I did