Grieving

I'm up before the morning My eyes are on the ceiling Thought you walked through the doorway Guess that's a part of grieving I keep a place for you in The corner where I'm drinking My first coffee Our stars were just aligning And now they're dissipating Shrouded by the light of The inner cityscape and Time moves at its own pace I wonder how it's feeling Wherever you are Oh, I'm learning how to move ahead Learning how to grow Learning how to lead Life without you, friend I haven't talked about you In a few weeks and Someone says your name, I Remember how to breathe in The wound is fairly swollen But I've finally stopped the bleeding Train's moving forward Piccadilly Circus I thought I passed you on the way home Remember I was nervous First time we went to dinner Memories are stray bullets (uh) They wound my frail subconscious Even sleep is exhausting, oh Oh, I'm learning how to move ahead Learning how to grow (ohh) Learning how to lead Life without you, friend And, oh, wow, the dust had barely settled in Then you had to go Then you had to lead Life with someone else (I know I'm better alone, I know I'm) (Better alone, I know I'm) (Oh, I know I'm, know I'm) Better alone, I, know I'm better alone I know I'm better alone, I, know I'm Oh, I know I'm, know I'm Better alone, I know I'm better alone, I, know I'm Better alone, I, know I'm Oh, I know I'm, know I'm (I know, I know I'm) Better alone I, know I'm Better alone I, know I'm (uh, yeah) Oh, I know I, know I'm (yeah) Better alone I, know I'm Better alone I, know I'm (still here alone) I'm learning how to move ahead Learning how to grow Learning how to lead Life without you, friend, friend Learning how to grow up Learning how to lead Life without you, friend