Stagefright

I got stagefright With all my mistakes If perfection invades me I'll be less, so So I wish you the best Don't you notice I keep saying bye? Way too many fucking times Just ignore, yeah, but I get it We're not on the same stage, and And I get it But it still hurts, yeah Knowing I could've made a difference from the start If I only played my part The way normal people do The way normal people do But I'm not like that I think it over like a hundred times And the "man she's toxic" explanation doesn't cut it yeah I'll say if it's alright, yeah And I still get stagefright As a kid I would just fight Now I'm stuck inside a deep pit I can't get out of And people keep reading my mind ( Why'd you re-record everything I've said And done and overdone Will anybody ever deserve something like this? Don't you notice I keep saying bye? Way too many fucking times Just ignore, yeah, but I get it We're not on the same stage, and And I get it But it still hurts, yeah Knowing I could've made a difference from the start If I only played my part The way normal people do The way normal people do But I'm not like that I think I overestimate what I can do But then again at times Is creasing better than the fold? Is the Rothko painting better than Van Gogh? I break then patch up, Build then crash down I can't tell the difference I fail the captcha Which lines should I read, recite, inhale, ignore? I can't see between them if I'm surrounded by opaque walls Why'd you re-record everything I've said And done and overdone Will anybody ever deserve something like this? Don't you notice I keep saying bye? Way too many fucking times Just ignore, yeah, but I get it We're not on the same stage, and And I get it But it still hurts, yeah Knowing I could've made a difference from the start If I only played my part The way normal people do The way normal people do But I'm not like that Yeah I'm not like that