Last Time.

we said last time was supposed to be the last time guess we lied and i'm just needing more i'm feenin and ur smile gives a reason too is a relation something that's unachievable u see my face and there go my feelings seeping threw i'll stop but ur not giving me no reason to i want you to be mine bby girl cause u been on my mind bby girl my favorite place is ur eyes bby girl what if you leave baby girl that's something i can see baby girl it feels so good knowing we not supposed to do this you said that im fine but in my mind girl im a nuisance i hate it cause what if he finds out that we always do this and i hate it cause what if you run back to him and i blew this speaking i don't know what i'm thinking you said don't read into it but yes like have a reading and meaning but you know this is nothing new and i know that he's trying but i'm trying too and ik that he's in love but i'm in love wit u too and speaking of him do i have a meaning to you it feels so good knowing we not supposed to do this you said that im fine but in my mind girl im a nuisance i hate it cause what if he finds out that we always do this and i hate it's cause what if you run back to him and i blew this but in my mind ik you run back to him cause i blew it she says silence she climbs on top of me she kiss my neck i close my eyelids this can be heaven my overthinking pls be quiet this is a want not a need but still why would i fight it she said this the last time we do this but this is not the last time we do it i hate travel but her trip is all inclusive and he's in first class while i'm attending she acts like he's not there i hate pretending i'm not saying you gotta pick my love but damn this can't be it my love do you even really feel my love dammit am i doing enough 2x