Been so focused on myself that I didn't notice
I'm on a path all by myself man I feel like Odin
Sacrificing all my health just to see what's next
I need to see it for myself you could keep the rest
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I hate that I gotta make you turn up to earn a buck
Could be a master with the pen
But then that still wouldn't be enough (Why?)
I hate that when I mention my faith then they say it's lame
But if a mainstream artist do it that could be their claim to fame
I met an angel one time she said "You'll make it, you're fine"
Her face was divine and plus her fragrance was wine
And she amazed me with rhymes and showed me playing arenas
Lawyers paying my fines
While I'm evading subpoenas
She said, "You could see heaven and be the one
You just gotta have a message like 70 minus 1
You just got to let the reverend
Only guide your heart on Sundays (Hey)"
Let me take you down this one way (Hey)
I took one look at my past and couldn't ignore her
I need a map and a bag, man I feel like Dora
She showed the road to my passion and moving forward
Of course I trust in the lord, I mean sorta
I been so focused on myself that I didn't notice
I'm in the room all by myself man I feel like Otis
Sacrificing all my health just to see what's next
I need to see it for myself, I don't need a check
So maybe I'm crazy but I thought following God
Would mean I'd get the bread daily
Not almost fall into poverty
I'm afraid I'ma fail
It's facade you saw probably
On my IG unfollow me
'Cause it's toxic I promise
I understand why they smoke
Or why they poppin' a molly
You probably scarfin' the toxins
In your McDonalds and coffee
And then look down on them honestly
We just wanna feel somethin'
Other than fear and monotony
We just wanna be loved
