The Afterparty

We on right? One, two, three, four Goodbye, to a love once dared Guns up to my head, one trigger pull he's dead These closed eyes have seen too much I pack my bags to go out on a crutch Goodbye, everyone I'll leave Please nobody see, the tears keep rolling I never could be Oh I never could be Goodbye, mama you could never see What was between those sheets It's never been silk for me So why am I here? So why am I here? Too late, and baby I've got to go I'm stuck in this rabbit hole I'm falling infinite Mama I don't wanna die But when I do, I know I'm gonna fry