Anxiety

Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns back to happiness Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high, uh Throw my pain away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way Some days I hide, I hide, I hide I hide away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way She said, contrary to your name, you're really not the easiest She keep calling me difficult, but I'm no good at obedience Not your ex, I'm not your previous I'm on demon time, I move devious What else you expect from a Gemini who's a genius? Hello Gerald, it's the voice in your mind I'm here and I only get louder with time With every drink and every line You've been falling off, and you're way out your prime I got a lot going on No matter what happens, the show must go on A momma's boy without a mom But still, I gotta stay strong Yeah, but if you ain't rap, what else are you good at Besides doing drugs and handsome to look at? Partying, partying, partying Cheating on women who never deserved that Okay, so, let's finally address this Two sides, but mine is neglected So don't talk to me reckless Been in this game, sold millions of records Oh what, you ran outta drugs to get high on? You finally ran outta shoulders to cry on? You bouncing back or you not? It's one or another, you gotta decide on Try living with this No privacy, someone who TMZ spies on Wish I was a nobody some days Instead of someone with their eyes on Gerald, Gerald, he only complains Look around, all of your friends are unfazed Like yeah, you been going for seven straight days You deal with it in the unhealthiest ways Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns back to happiness Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high, uh Throw my pain away Just to get by, get by, get by, uh It's easier that way Some days I hide, I hide, I hide I hide away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns back to happiness