Way Too Chancy

In love with an idea, it's idealistic I be out and I don't see ya, tell me when you gon' visit, I'll wait Until then, be safe, and I'll search the whole world if we ain't at the same place I try to slow it down, but we ain't at the same pace 'Cause we haven't crossed paths, but I'm sensing a trace With every stepping stone, I get closer, don't make no mistake I look for you in them and they ain't taking your place 'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy I can't even stress it, it's way too chancy Way too chancy Chasing these goals got way too demanding I ain't got the time to be meeting they families 'Cause I got a feeling they ain't even gon' last me Way too chancy So in the mean time I'm cool Building my future, can't focus on you The distance between us keeps growing 'cause late night I'm locked in I went and weighed all my options, won't jump into shit if it's borderline toxic 'Cause I needed peace and I recently got it It's a whole new me Gotta cut the reruns, tryna see a new scene Fresh air in my lungs since I went and got clean We ain't close, I don't know how long it's gon' be (Gon' be, yeah) 'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy I can't even stress it, it's way too chancy (Oh, way too chancy) Chasing these goals got way too demanding I ain't got the time to be meeting they families 'Cause I got a feeling they ain't even gon' last me (Oh, oh) That's the problem with it, it's all been feelin' the same Copy paste, but different faces, different names Everybody scrollin', it got us in the same lane Tryna breach the system, I might go insane I feel like You may not exist as any more than just a lil' wish You a fantasy You everything that they can't be I dream of you while they layin' here next to me Especially When I give 'em half, but they say they want the rest of me Right now, only sound waves connect with me, uh 'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy Yeah, it's all eye candy Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy (Decided they what, decided they whoa) (Whoa, whoa) It's always the same thing Goin' in circles, playing the same games I'm tired of it And I'm not doing all that 'it's not you, it's me' 'Cause yeah, it's you