had to

Don't know how your supposed to Write a song about your parent Well someone who did sick things To your body No one heard my crying No one came to save me No one is gonna believe me Just myself and what I made things be Whatever that had to be Just to see another day Too young to know what normal meant And even that was a lie, I just had to Don't understand how Any of your motherfuckers Could even say a thing Not like you were even there Wouldn't even care if I was dead I mean even my own mother Said that's what she did So how you actin' like give a shit now No one heard my crying No one came to save me No one is gonna believe me Just myself and what I made things be Whatever that had to be Just to see another day Too young to know what normal meant And even that was a lie, I just had to