I'm Thinking of Ending Things

We are gathered here To relive this all But you can't not wonder How we got this far I think we lost our touch I think you lost me here And you cannot wonder If I am If I'm allowed to say I'm thinking of ending things I'm thinking of all the ways That you can't believe Find out if I believe Well I can't escape this time We are gathered here Do we give this all? But you can't not wonder How we fought thus far I think we lost our touch There's no spark in here And you cannot wonder if I am If I'm allowed to say I'm thinking of ending things I'm thinking of all the ways That you can't believe Find out if I believe Well I can't escape this time You never see me on my deathbeds You never see me start again It's sad that you can't sever Hard to see you watching me But I don't believe in heaven After all the things you've done to me You wait and see I'll kill off all the angels Kill off all the angels Find out if I believe Well I can't escape this time You never see me on my deathbeds You never see me start again It's sad that you can't sever