Contemplate

Dear sweetheart, what's up boo? What you up too? More club moves, I call her, no answer Her phone in the bag she dancin' It's four now the clubs over I call her but oh hold up Y'all know what ignore button Or the phone died lets hope for it That damier bag I bought Caught the attention of those niggas on it That cell phone that I bought Is probably filled wit some other niggas numbers So it leaves me to wonder Why do I still promise to love her? Cut me off every time, I'm talkin' Which means she ain't never hear nothin' I say stay she wanna leave She get her point across so I gotta let her be I'ma let her be by herself in peace But five years from now I bet she see When the club gets played And things you crave are no longer escapes And no longer for dates You wanna husband but no one has a cape Now you wonder and wait And I ain't tryna her what you wantin' to say It's feels good to be over you, babe So play this shit while you contemplate Contemplate, contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Them people they talkin' Them lights they on me This life I chose But I ain't know 'til I found it To be honest I'm modest One hater for every nigga on it One day everybody is applaudin' The next day you is everybody target Why bother, why talk to 'em? Where God at I need to call him My knees on the ground, dear father Don't let me break please make me stronger How much longer will it linger? When my heart is givin', will they believe it? When my song is over will they need me? Watch how quickly they found a new leader Questionin' the whole meaning In the viper room just me and River Phoenix Wit Courtney Love and Lake Washington Wit a note there and I'm pickin' up readin' This ain't hard Chris Benoit Heath ledger said the nites gon' be dark Feelin' signs of Phyliss Hymon No Apollo theater I just might not go Frankie Lymon in the limelight Get so cold so in the line I'm skitso I can't cope, I can't think I can't breathe, this ain't me This ain't easy I'm thinkin' Am I doin this for them or me? I can't think Am I doin' this for them or me? Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin'