If the Roses Don't Kill Us

Back in the day I can recall that, My thoughts were unclouded and saint There was no black state in the walls of my memory Now there's a haze pushing me side a ways, And leaving me nothing to gain Taking me back, back in disparity Then was I meant to be I feel I'm lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself When I'm free When my sun has set Release my soul forever I have no regret to be free I'll exists again No more thoughts endeavor Nothing to control When I'm free Call and decline so it defines me It's falling away far behind Nothing to keep me with the time The human eye Right where I meant to be I feel I'm lost in a dream Get in the game only to be myself When I'm free When my sun has set Release my soul forever I have no regret to be free I'll exists again No more thoughts endeavor Nothing to control When I'm free Time is a concept and always the first thing to fade Hiding in a that we can never Years of crawl Are we a wrong perception something we can never replace No one to blame, facing me random Nothing will ever explain, so it reclines Where was I meant to be I feel I'm lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself When will I be unleashed Is not the worry to me Living gain only to be myself, Free