Amnesty: Bonsai Forest

We are the masters of our own disaster. Kindred of dysfunction. Behind closed doors, the family world war. Harmony ruptured. I meant it when I said I'd leave so let it go please mate. We never tried to be there for each other. It has been so many years so wash away those tears. I'm too young for this pain. Do they even want me? Do they even need me? It has been so many years so wash away those tears. I'm too young for this pain. Do they even want me? Do they even need me? I'll pretend for now that I'm strong somehow and bury this. Alcohol took control and took it's toll on us all. Drunk on sadness and sunken madness. A family of lost souls. I meant it when I gave forgiveness so just let it go please mate. We never tried to be there for each other. It has been so many years so wash away those tears. I'm too young for this pain. Do they even want me? Do they even need me? It has been so many years so wash away those tears. I'm too young for this pain. Do they even want me? Do they even need me? I'll pretend for now that I'm strong somehow and bury this. And I pray for the day that we can clean the slate and escape this abyss. Never be at the mercy of someone else's indecision, no, no, no. Never be at the mercy of someone else's indecision, no, no, no. Never be at the mercy of someone else's indecision, no, no, no. Never be at the mercy of someone else's indecision, no, no, no. It has been so many years so wash away those tears. I'm too numb for this rain. Does she even want me? Does she even need me?