Beautiful Death

I don't know how to say this But I've gotta go There's nothing I could say to you You don't already know It's not as if we grew apart It's just that you got old And you've always tried to keep me warm But I've never felt this cold And I'm sorry I can't tell you That I love you anymore Or that I care about you more now Than I ever did before If you can hear me crying Then I'm sorry if it hurts Though your pain has lifted I feel worse And I hope you can see us From your castle in the clouds You were brave until the very end And you made us all so proud And I can feel you fading And it's ruining my soul Just stay with me I don't want to be alone You were more than just a heartbeat You were a partner and a friend And I'll carry you in my heart Until the bitter end And when I finally fall down I promise you will live on You will never be forgotten Even though you are gone I want to stay this warm forever I want to be this close to heaven I'm sorry I can't tell you That I love you anymore Or that I care about you more now Than I ever did before If you can hear me crying I'm sorry if it hurts Although your pain has lifted I feel worse