I live discouraged fighting this need. I've waged a war in my head.
Thoughts that never seem to end.
This image of my body cold and grey, bones and skin.
Your the light I'll never believe in.
Days filled with this promise, nights filled with this solace.
I live discouraged fighting the need to find anything with promise.
My heart has silenced. My mind revokes and discredits you in violence.
