Dead, Cold, Autumn

Chasing the light through darkness On unbroken fields of barley Hoping to grab the blinding ray In order to say I'm sorry Oh-Ho the snow Twisting falling Oh-ho It's cold Lonely autumn We suffer And cause suffering In our own unique And terrible way Holding on for daylight When the nightmare never ends Oh-Ho the snow Twisting falling Oh-ho It's cold Lonely autumn Oh raging beast that lives inside me Now begins the degredation This time I'm for real Letting go of history Grab hold of the light in darkness And the sun rises warming Only to lose control again And all life darkens Oh-Ho the snow Twisting falling Alone The dead, cold autumn