Drowning

Got a nice tight grip, So do I slice the wrist Like this? First and final performance Up on that violin No encore, standing Ovation then I'm gone Dark blood, red in my glass, I hit the floor Shattered I will drown In the pool of broken souls Not a single memory of When my days were golden Either way the finale is When the casket makes The grand closing To the dirt where I started, Forget a platinum coffin Plant my body in the dirt I'll grow a famine For the heartless Take me to a lower plane Anchors on my ankles Tied with everything I've gained and I'm drowning I'm still holding on, To all my broken dreams Shadows from my past Keeps trying to get The best of me, hey And I'm still holding on, When I'm hearing your voice, I know this is right Where I want to be, hey I'm drowning I'm drowning I still keep holding on Got a nice tight grip, So do I slice The wrist like this First and final Performance up on that violin No encore, standing Ovation then I'm gone Dark blood, red in my glass, I hit the floor Shattered I will drown In the pool of broken souls Not a single memory of When my days were golden Either way when that casket Makes the grand closing To the dirt where I started, Forget a platinum coffin Plant my body in the dirt I'll grow a famine For the heartless Take me to another plane Anchors on my ankles tied With everything I've gained and I'm drowning I'm still holding on, To all my broken dreams To all my broken dreams, Shadows from my past Keeps trying to get The best of me, hey And I'm still holding on, When I'm hearing your voice, I know this is right Where I want to be Mom's in the kitchen, Washing dishes with her tears Got me fiending For success damn I'm wishing it was here Ballers on the yachts Fishing with official gear But I can still catch a winner While I'm fishing Off the peers I can eat pride But it brings sharp pains To my heart, veins being Humble is hard thang Is a product of the earth? Destined to be cursed? Life's a bitch can't Make this work, damn it Hurts every time we flirt My status minimum worth, And it won't stop falling Them high rollers, Shot callers hope I don't stop crawling My right hand man said That I have what it takes To blow out these Candle rappers and bring home The sweetest cake, What a waste I'm still holding on, To all my broken dreams To all my broken dreams, Shadows from my past Keeps trying to get The best of me, hey And I'm still holding on, When I'm hearing your voice, I know this is right Where I want to be I'm drowning I'm drowning I still keep holding on Forever I want to Drown down here, Nobody else seems to care, Please don't make a sound, It's all about me right now Why the hell am I here for? Why the hell am I here for? Tell me now I'm still holding on, To all my broken dreams To all my broken dreams, Shadows from my past Keeps trying to get The best of me, hey And I'm still holding on, When I'm hearing your voice, I know this is right Where I want to be I'm drowning I'm drowning I still keep holding on