Life's a Race

Is it worth the money? Shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't, no way 'cause I learnt that time's a race They asked me why I took the heavenly step And tried to quit what I was on ain't got no serotonin left Almost impossible to have fun Shit what if I collapse on stage next birthday? I just hope that I have one Getting blazed from an age I barely had pubes If I leave this world just know that I fuckin' had too I'm in a bad mood what have I done? The doctors tell me they can fix me, tell me what have I won? Okay with rap I topped that But then I thought I dropped back 'Cause I realized at the top is it really hot lad I just wish I could change up some certain shit And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is Looking in like what have you done? Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's shit Is it worth the money? Shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't, no way 'cause I learnt that time's a race Sometimes you see me smile but I'm hiding my tears You can call it bipolar but I'm writing my fears I can say I'm fearless, I'm fearless of a human But I ain't fearless of this feeling I'm consuming Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side Pop another pill go to sleep and hope I did die What the fuck I'm thinkin', man I needa get away Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the mary-jane Hopefully by the time that this shit drops I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip-knot On the fucking program wish I took it slow man I dove into rap and took over what you know man About bein' fucking poor as shit And your missus goes to work you try to ignore the shit And suddenly you're rich You're buying houses by the water Still you depressed I want an answer from the Lord brah Is it worth the money? Shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't, no way 'cause I learnt that time's a race Standing on the cliff edge, about to jump dickhead I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this shit end? Oh, poor me why I'm whingeing on tracks? 'Cause I'm addicted to tabs and I'm admitting it lad I ain't got shit to hide and don't you sympathize I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die Will this feeling fly? And will I be alright? Or am I better off ending everything I tried why Is this worth the money? If I could turn back time but then time gets away