Wondering

You're gone and I'm still wasted Half drunk and I can't shake it. With my heavy head, and heartbeat I'm numb from head to toe, uneasy. The summers gone and dead now Alone for winter, stuck in this town. A careless reminder that makes A fragile, scared, and lonely heart break. Looking for more Yeah, I'm bored and insecure. Left me all hung up. Tell me what it's like to feel at home And never like you're all alone Sometimes I sit at night, just wondering. Because, lately I've been stuck between The falling, and the broken dream. And giving up sounds better every day Just trying to find my way. Stayed up all night, just waiting Afraid that I'm much too late And I can't sleep, can't sleep without you I pass by all the things we've been through This place just fell apart now, Your vacant eyes, they blankly stare down The cold concrete floor I sleep on It's never ending.