Not Sober

It starts with a quiver, a thought provoked shiver, a fear I can't deliver. They don't need me. They don't need me The comfort of my home Now feels like a prison My thoughts lacking reason No one loves me. No one loves me. I am afraid of the dark when I am alone with my thoughts. So here's to avoid falling apart... I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober. I'm not sober. I lie cause I'm shameful. My movement's weak. Eyes dull. A complete lost of control. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. It's like taking a beating, hung from the ceiling. Your fear is only your feeling, but it's painful. Why it's painful? I am afraid of the dark when I am alone with my thoughts. So here's to avoid falling apart... I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober. I am afraid of the dark when I am alone with my thoughts. So here's to avoid falling apart... I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober. It starts with a quiver, a thought provoked shiver, a fear I can't deliver. They don't need me. They don't need me