Russian Roulette

I know I need to change my ways Keep doing the same old thing Mama told me she gon' pray Told her I may never change (Livin' life, life, life) Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter And now it matter And now I'm mad I'm damned if I do And damned if I don't If I tell 'em that I will they'll say that I won't This is an experience Show you what my life like Bottom of the ninth And I'm just tryna get my life right Came from the top to the bottom below Told me with more money that the problems would grow Told me that it wasn't possible Said it wasn't probable Had so many obstacles Had to call an audible I finally got to see a game from a box seat But I ain't say a lot because talk's cheap I had to take a step back and tell 'em "Not me!" You can do what you want but you can't knock me I know I need to change my ways Keep doing the same old thing Mama told me she gon' pray Told her I may never change (Livin' life, life, life) Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter And now it matter And now I'm mad Dear White trash America I promise to make us proud I promise to get back up every time they push me down Life is wound, up and down It feels like a rollercoaster So you can hold on tight and just hope it's over Or embrace it, and live in the moment No matter what you do Baby don't lose focus I'm hoping that this shit blows And leave this shithole And no longer live my life inside a fishbowl Dreams turn to reality When you live in them I woke up one day and it was big business Room full of snakes, fucking phonies, and fakes My character's unwaved 'cause that's the way I was raised I know I need to change my ways Keep doing the same old thing Mama told me she gon' pray Told her I may never change (Livin' life, life, life) Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter Russian Roulette without it matter And now it matter And now I'm mad