Cheater

Look behind, see my shadow It's telling me to run away Sit and sigh, wondering why Is it me that wants to stay Do I belong here, something is wrong here Trapped in this prison by myself How can I hide this, I cannot fight this When I don't talk to anyone else I'm not what I used to be Failing is not a part of me Living out my wildest dreams 'Til you know I'm not complete Never there It's so weak, living this way Why bother getting out of bed? Do I tell, what can I say? Free this torture from my head In the morning, so much mourning Stacking high and piling up Knock it all down, fall to the ground That is the only way to know, know I'm not what I used to be Failing is not a part of me Living out my wildest dreams 'Til you know I'm not complete Never there How can these answers form questions? They formulate the suggestions But they do not really solve a thing I'm not what I used to be Failing is not a part of me Living out my wildest dreams