Dysphoria
No drive to live, no love to give
The sadness just sticks
Build my walls
Make damn sure no one can come in
Isolation
Exclude me from your thoughts
Remember what you were taught
Don't lean on me, i'll only fall apart
These violent visions of choking myself out with a rope
Sight goes psycho
Collapse, collapse, collapse
Relax, relax, relax
How do i relax?
I just can't forget about the pain
Slowly rotting, slowly forgotten
Erase me, dim and fading
I don't know why this is so hard
I guess it's just one more thing for me to throw away
Leave me alone
Don't wake me up
Don't fucking wake me up
A loser abusing himself
Destroying and damaging everything that i touch
This lingering pain in my gut
These thoughts in my brain won't go away
They're taunting me, telling me "give up"
Who do i trust?
Dead to the world
