I Could ('Til It's Gone)

Look at these people all around me It's crazy save me Oh wait I'm overactively dreaming lately Like lucid But who said That I lost when I did I'm just warning these kids If you listen to hate First you bend then you break World can't relate Stumble and fall on your face But get up Yea get up and show em all Even though we stop we don't stall When I get in the spotlight When I'm getting my mind right When I get it to sound like The sounds so familiar They come around Down to the ground Down from a huntable surplus to one Shouts to Aesop Fairytales please save me From reality gridlock I keep trying to breathe Always choked by the hands of the clock There's all these things that I could be Looking around ain't surrounding my world In the sea of dreams I drown Endlessly Believing I should still saving that part of me That cares but I'm scared Of what I Of what I could be Yea, embarrassment Yea, I went and buried it Torch lit, I carry it Until the flame betrays Like Judas Iscariot 'Til some kind of delirium get in my way I find at times I still don't know what to say Still waiting on the chariot another day Without absolutely zero I still fly like helium - away Like no one can predict Moreover, like nobody can contain Okay Let me try and play Hold the beat Call it game delay In the bae Call her Mandalay I say See me running To the cities from the burbs Heard shots started gunning 'Til my words absurd I learned With every criticism I earned I burn past the suckers Spewing the verbs Look around it's the same damn case Bunch of local all-stars Stuck in my same place There's all these things that I could be Looking around ain't surrounding my world In the sea of dreams I drown Endlessly Believing I should still saving that part of me That cares but I'm scared Of what I Of what I could be I could lead a nation I could have a plan I could give it all away But damn They wouldn't understand I could be the wrong man for the desk job I could be the right hand for the wrong man Then blame what, Happenstance? Nah I got more control of the circumstance I could be star Everyone would see me Guys would wanna be me I could have girls on the repeat Oh, look at the time Gotta go Cause I could have a deal on the other line No? Nah, didn't think so Could have turned ink into heat strokes I could have changed money I could have changed fame I could have been pretending But it would have been the same I'm on now I could live my life In front of all these people Stay composed as the stage lights burn And the curtain draws Wait for the signal Wait for the signal You're on Live in Live in this moment 'Til it's gone I could live my life In front of all these people Stay composed as the stage lights burn And the curtain draws Wait for the signal Wait for the signal You're on Live in Live in this moment 'Til it's gone