Broken Home

He had put two bullets up on the mantle piece In the apartment, and that So every time she walked by, she saw those You know? And he did say to her If you leave, I will kill you I live in a house of madness The home is broken, no one's happy, only broken down cuz The only time they interact is when they throw shit at us And when it hit me, it hurts But they keep on going at it So I'd go steal shit from a church And fill these holes with habits Go to grandpa, "teach me about the Lord" He'd pull my pants off and beat me with my own toys I'd cry to mama but I'm sure she's still upset From when her husband slammed her noggin All up on the floor I swear to God even though they told me not to I'd spread the gospel but my symphony's more Nosferatu The rogue apostle Blind folded but you forgot the ears I seen so much blood and sweat shed that I forgot the tears I'd tell my teachers but I don't want to be a snitch My family always taught me how NOT to be a bitch Swallow me and switch If life's a bitch I'm hitting it hard as hell Money shot Someday my money's got to start to swell I can tell This broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's okay!) It's this broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's okay!) I'll be a good boy I'll get good grades Only if you don't do drugs for a good day But we don't see that happening, do we? Cuz happy endings only ever happen in movies This ain't a fairy tale Many people know my story very well I'm just telling stories most are way too scared to tell Cuz it hits too close to home Take away the pain and then you take away basically Everything I've ever known How could you do that to me? People look at me and think "Who's that? Money" I look at haters like you took that from me Make the hood act funny Teacher's gawking like "He's good at something?" But before now, I had no ends I had no friends If I'da had glasses, they'd have had no lens I had no sense Just bad examples I spent too long watching fruit loops Act like they the baddest apples But they don't know This broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's okay!) It's this broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's okay!) This broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's Okay!) It's this broken home Got me trapped in my fantasies Wrapped around all my tragedy How can we be okay when nothing's okay? (Nothing's okay!)