Burn Nice and Slow (The Formative Years)

Feeding off of my cold insides Was the doubt instilled around me Second guessing Not impressing Silence will hide it My existence is subpar when Pity's obsolete Campus is closed Students go home I sulk in bed But the person laying beside me, hold on Partially saving me Bracing the insecurities You stayed Nudging me gently Thank you truly For the love Velvet sheets! Place of confession Safety blanket! Is your gift to me Feeding off of my nervous mind Was the damage done inside me Self inflicting, isolating Capsules will hide it Fuck the feeling I get when she tries to comfort me What could she do? Suffocate on 1st Avenue This was not the way I wanted it to be This was not the way you wanted it for me! Taking measures to sever and resign (On repeat, on repeat) Take your feelings and cleanse yourself of mine Slip away, toss my things! Self inflicting Undeserving Anger will hide it Fuck the feeling I felt when she finally had enough To my chagrin I watched her love for me begin to Burn nice and slow Burn nice and slow Burn nice and slow Burn up