It pains me to say
that we have an expiration date.
Now I drink to keep from losing my mind.
Here we stand after seven fucking years.
Nothing to show for it but that paralyzing fear.
Does it kill to know that everyone will see
the virus that is flowing through your bloodstream?
Does it kill to know that everyone will see
the virus that is flowing?
How can we be something merely temporary?
When you go back on every single promise,
can't you see this is me at my weakest?
We're never going to see the way we used to be.
That part of us is lost inside this hell we can't escape from.
You used to be the one to keep me safe.
Now all I have is this bottle to try and keep me sane.
The visions in my head of you lying in his bed.
Take your clothes off to ensure we'll never speak again.
Does it kill to know that everyone will see
the virus that is flowing?
Every beat that's caving in my chest.
can't you see this is me at my weakest?
We're never going to see the way we used to be.
That part of us is lost inside this hell we can't escape from.
We're never going to see the way we used to be.
That part of us is lost,
We will never see the way we used to be.
This is me at my weakest.
