Ghost Town Medicine

It's getting worse I'm staring into space Built a home in a room But I have never seen it straight My mind's got a problem Oh, the things it creates Drank myself to a coma Became all that I hate My head's full of shame And I swear on my name I've been watching for hours I'm circling the drain And while I buried you in the depths of my sleep You still crawl through my dreams into bed beside me You fall into me You fall into me There's mountains in my mind, a chasm in my soul Always feel like I'm falling into an ever-growing hole I'm no longer the person that you lived and you breathed Placed my fears in a bottle and cast them out to sea Wherever you are, I hope that you've found your peace Wherever you are, I hope that you've found your peace This is far too familiar, is this a place I have been? Took her love to the river, weighed it down, threw it in Watched something beautiful die, all soaked in vodka and gin Oh God, I found peace of mind, but can't escape what I did This ghost town medicine You can't make amends You've got no one left Just the awful things I did while you slept And I'm sorry, well I'm sorry I'm sorry