O Heaven

O Heaven, how can I forget you? Rose to the occasion, one day, pluck your petals Store something precious up in the way I left you But no matter what's changed, sustain, be the best you The rest grew restless as cousins sleep Went in peace, but the search wasn't deep I invested my week to see a brighter Monday morn, but Woke up on Tuesday in the same uniform (damn!) And through it all I try not to do you wrong As I have in the past, rapping other love songs But its kinda hard building lust when the trust gone Money was the object of affection, they ain't want y'all Should've gone with my first love Maybe moved out to? and wrote books in cursive Learned a little French and do the film I've been tryna make Translate the feeling I was feeling at my modern-day Took a break with the wiz, gave the rhymes a break Busted hard enough to make the condom break No seeds, no sticks, no stems Old gems found crumbled by the bubble-goose Timbs I get here to hems and acquire from the pews well Mom sat listening to Sunday's blues And I stuffed penny loafers that I stuffed a nickle into All-white Easter suit that won't fit you Sent through Heaven to Hell to send dreams of Places once dwelled, but I feel for the green stuff. Swore I could fly back and say hi again But my money just no good, I needed time to spend Brought me back to my youth when I was grindin With no loot, book full of rhymes with the gold tooth With the scripture engraved over a picture of the days When I dreamt to be a richer? From the picture to the glass house Built for? to remember the soul once numbered: gone Gotta find it in her, and we happily concur Ever after, one blur Marry matching, one word: love Crumpled in notebooks you never saw A little thoughts and yada-yada, drama side Traumatized by fallin of in the water Which was softer than the ground-level Found? daisies without petals - how special? All loving, how could I forget you? My dedication to the music