Wrong Decision

It was instant, I knew it Wasn't ready to do it Wasn't ready to say "yes" at the time (at the time) Hardly knew one another Favorite kind, favorite color Is not enough, not enough When choosing life I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders I was okay, it would soon be all over So why am I stuck here filled with doubt? I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken And I can't turn the wheel But if I could, would it be any different? Did I just make you make the wrong decision? Never thought it would ever be easy But not as hard as this Before today you were mine you were real Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) How you're holding together? I know you'll always remember I remember the day I caught your eye I don't regret it a second How you got my attention But it was not my intention to lose a life I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders I was okay, it would soon be all over So why am I stuck here filled with doubt? I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken And I can't turn the wheel But if I could, would it be any different? Did I just make you make the wrong decision? Never thought it would ever be easy But not as hard as this Before today you were mine you were real Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) I'll always have my doubts about it Wondering what it'd be like Looking into your eyes I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken And I can't turn the wheel But if I could, would it be any different? Did I just make you make the wrong decision? Never thought it would ever be easy But not as hard as this Before today you were mine you were real Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah (I'm not okay) Oh-oh (I'm not okay) I'm not okay (I'm not okay) Oh-oh (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) (I'm not okay) I'm not okay