Coulda Swore I Saw You (feat. Pigeon John)

Coulda swore I saw you at Whole Foods yesterday Brown hair and eyes you had that smile on your face The one I've seen in place like a thousand other times Except on this occasion, your smile wasn't mine I dipped into an aisle didn't want to catch your eye I didn't want to ask why an I didn't wanna lie And I didn't want to hear you talk about some other dude Not trying to be rude but it was you who walked away I gave you my heart you know I'd give it back again The Summer of Cicadas was the summer of my Zen And it was a funeral hymn one of the hardest things I've done The death of our love when we'd only just begun I know I wasn't dumb we were on the same page We were lovers we were friends, we weren't actors on a stage Imma try to act my age and stand on solid ground Can't make any promises... but I'll be around... Whenever... I'll be around round round I'll be around Whenever... You know down down down You know down Whenever... yeah... I coulda swore I saw you just the other day Whenever... I'll be around round round round I'll be around Whenever... I'll be around... Coulda swore I saw you driving by the church If it wasn't "Salt" I can tell you it still hurt I was in the shirt you know what I'm talking bout I wish that you could see my growth I think that you'd be proud I guess I owe a lot to you for stirring up my soul Bursting up my bubble now I'm learning to be whole Learning to be me, learning to be free I may be yearning for your touch I'm making peace with this debris I may look a little funny with these ashes on my face I may be a little hungry from the splashes and the chase Thought it was a race at first, fought you and embraced the curse Brought you in my world til you stopped and hit reverse ...taking care of business Got a lotta love for you as God as my witness Forgiveness is yours and you know that I am down We can make it better... I'll be around... Coulda swore I saw you down at the brewery No, I know I saw you cause you hugged me in a hurry Wave an a side hug, you were on your iPhone Cicadas be noisy bugs, diamonds turned to rhinestones From in-zone to friend zone don't really know how Feelin kinda silly when I put my hand to the plow Push through the mess, trying not to stress out Spending all my time second guessing all your doubts I spent too many days thinking what you thinking on I went into a phase I was drinking too much drink and on I don't really see what I'm spending all my time for At some point you became a pretty little eye sore I guess that time is now, I'm really sick and tired I gave you 100 but everything backfired Loved every ounce of you—my efforts have been drowned I wish you all the best... but I can't be around... I'll be down for you, you'll be down for me...