Tempered;Not Tamed

Have you seen yourself? Take a limit and push it for your health If nothing more What lives inside Takes more to deny than just my pride Nines times for four I'm feeling certain that I have been denied What's given good It's not a question of half-baked traumatized It's just a question of should Did it ever occur? Should I throw some light onto something slurred? Uncovered and heard Steal a moment's thought Parasites are the worst afflicted Secondhanded shot I'm feeling certain that I have been denied What's given good It's not a question of half-baked traumatized It's just a question of should And my confusion is all a bit paranoid And maybe that's a lie Persistent reasoning all within a void It's not that I don't try I have nowhere to be seen right now I have no expectations of my wheres and how I cannot see your right hand, cannot see your face It's like I'm running stationary from this place I'm waiting for the option to come and take me down I want to be corrected by the ones that are renowned Terrified persuasion can't relieve me from this scene I'm waiting for denial of where I think I've been I'm feeling certain that I have been denied What's given good It's not a question of half-baked traumatized It's just a question of should And my confusion is all a bit paranoid And maybe that's a lie Persistent reasoning all within a void It's not that I don't try