PTSD (Warrior Built) [feat. Krizz Kaliko & Jay Trilogy]

Uh-huh, yup, okay, whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but, I got this Thanks anyway Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holdin' it inside Feel like I can cock it back and let it go And nothin's makin' sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm goin' on everything Somebody get me out of here You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices? In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? (Yeah) Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one that I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin (yeah) But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in (yeah) When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins (yeah) In a box so slim, inside of my nog' grows grim (yeah) My hurt, it goes deep (ah), I serve and go weep (ah) A vertical leap when you're alert in your sleep (ah) Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third, it's so bleak Done so much dirt I grow leaf to chief Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holdin' it inside Feel like I can cock it back and let it go And nothin's makin' sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm goin' on everything Somebody get me out of here I'm thinkin' about my lady, is she doin' somethin' shady? Like havin' dudes around my baby, situations got me crazy (yeah) Brainiac in subjects (yeah), but a maniac in public (yeah) Where they train me at is insane, we sat with no zany act We in thuggish mode, feelin' my love is cold In about a minute I'ma flip my top, gonna watch my mug explode (yeah) What I need right now from a lady is a kiss and a hug, it shows (yeah) Got a grudge, it holds, God bless my rugged soul (yeah) But I got it, I'm stable, I'm for real, and I'm willin' and able Got you feelin' I'm ill, and I'm crazed Go get the manic depressant pill on the table What'll keep me cool is a good birthday for my baby girl 'Til that time I'm dealin' with my mind And trippin' up with the crime in this crazy world Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holdin' it inside Feel like I can cock it back and let it go And nothin's makin' sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm goin' on everything (yeah) Somebody get me out of here Look in my eyes You can probably see the crazy feats of danger that I've survived Don't wanna relive 'em If you make me, then I get livid, I might just go commit a crime I can feel 'em starin' at me all crazy Like they don't understand what I be s-sayin' But you ain't seen death Man, I been awake for seven days, and I just cannot stop shakin' So now I'm 'bout to take another shot And try to battle all my demons, can't let 'em win I'ma take a semi-automatic into my dream And pop shots 'til they all drop to the end And that was goin' fine 'Til I had a small flashback, and they all started risin' from the dead And now they start to double and double, and this shit's overwhelmin' But I gotta find an exit quick My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope Just need to buckle down, and try to battle it out And try to dodge the shit that they about to throw I know I put in the hours But it still feels like I got a loose grip on my skill set But fuck it I know I gotta get a grip on my head if I'm really 'bout to do this All or nothin', man, I gotta give it all I got One shot, gotta make this shit count, I'm on the clock Watch, my shit tockin' Sweat drippin' from the top of my head fallin' to my eyes So God, please help me do my best Then pop, there's a hole in my bullet-proof vest Shot to the chest man, I'm runnin' out of breath But I can't leave this world 'til I lay this shit to rest, ah Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holdin' it inside Feel like I can cock it back and let it go And nothin's makin' sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm goin' on everything Somebody get me out of here