Reflection (feat. Elaine Kristal & Eddy I..)

Drowning in my thoughts, feeling low, feeling lost, hearing everyone's voice, doubt on me I been blessed, Ive been cursed, all the stress & the hurt, took the most confidence, out of me Think of life, think of love, help me fight, pick me up, if I dont, then it falls, Down on me I've been wrong I've been right, carry on, get it right, so now every-one can, Count on me I see the reflection of my soul Hiding in a cloud of smoke Is it just an illusion, or am i afraid it's real I come from the places you won't go Closed eyes never turbot stone But it's all for a reason, the only way to know Oh no, I can't rely on trust or pride or faith Lord knows I tried What don't kill me makes me stronger everyday So I will survive I was raised in a place where there was cause & effects, more than affection Confidence was never embedded, hereditary, never genetic Confident for over coming depression, they never said it was over night Pace my way, take my strain & stide Now when I take a lost, I gain a whole new lesson, go the wrong direction, just to make things right Was a little lost in doubt, pride was Down Now when I look in that mirror Imma a Lil more stronger now, wiser Now Visions little more clear Who knew that the warrior became the goal consumer Victorious, the top dog producer Lived in struggle, now I'm living to hustle, at the end of the tunnel, baby holds my future I see the reflection of my soul Hiding in a cloud of smoke Is it just an illusion, or am i afraid it's real I come from the places you won't go Closed eyes never turbot stone But it's all for a reason, the only way to know Oh no, I can't rely on trust or pride or faith Lord knows I tried What don't kill me makes me stronger everyday So I will survive Now, Now Now, Now-Now Now Now Now, Now Now, Now-Now Now Now-Now Now, Now Now, Now-Now Now Now Now, Now Now, Now-Now... I remember they move away, run away now I been lonely Now they wanna stay in my place on the way now, I been gone No longer in the wrong direction I'm way up and I can't stop now No longer scared of my reflection I'm on my way up to the top now