Black Ice

Violence, drugs and amped up trauma Used to be the setting of my life Before you was a constant time of aching You took my hand and pulled away the knife Absorbing every inch of our perfection Meshing your breath with mine I'm sharing every piece of past rejection You curl up, caress my mind I'm losing every sense of distant failures Of every wasted second of my life Never thought I'd find this kind of shelter Never leave my troubled heart behind I see those words fall through your eyes I see your lips all paralyzed Silent tears: "you're not worth keeping, Your pitch black heart wants endless weeping" I see our world fade through your eyes I see my mind all paralyzed Violent tears: "you're too fucked up, The life we shared got too corrupt" Violence, drugs and amped up trauma Once again the setting of my night Absorbing every kind of constant failures You took away my every spark to fight Mesmerized by claws that rip my heart out That blow up every second of my life Hating ever finding warmth and shelter My troubled mind overflown with lies Forgetting every piece of our perfection Embracing fucked decline refined Pushing back the fact I even met you Discarding every thought of piece of mind I see those words fall through your eyes I see your lips all paralyzed Whispering: "you're too deceiving, Your pitch black heart wants endless grieving" I see our world fade through your eyes I see my mind all paralyzed Whimpering: "your soul is cursed, You desperately want it to burst" I lift myself into the sky There's nothing left for me to try It hits me at my final call Survival was my very fall