Drifting Away

I've always blamed it on you Never tried to understand I've always thought that you knew That my life was in your hand I've been told all my life to shut up I don't want it, I never speak I am so sad, I am so scared So close you're drifting far away I just close my eyes and fly away I see my life is not so fair You see a gun aiming at you Waking up with peace around you Why am I alone when I hate it There are so many thoughts I want to let out As I feel you in the back of my head I'm trying to reach after your hand I am so sad, I am so scared So close you're drifting far away I just close my eyes and fly away I see my life is not so fair I am so sad, I am so scared So close you're drifting far away I just close my eyes and fly away I see my life is not so fair So close you're drifting far away I just close my eyes and fly away All is lost it is too late So close you're drifting far away I just close my eyes and fly away Life is sh*t and me it must hate